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Monday, July 21, 2008

Failing

I am struggling with this long-distance love. It is progressively getting worse. Every time I leave him I feel like my heart is having the life squeezed out of it. When he leaves, it feels like someone has just left my home forever. The silence.

This was my choice. I chose to take a position that was essentially lateral, for a better company, with significantly better pay. And he encouraged me to take the job. Too bad I know the job is not for me in the long run. As a matter of fact, the best thing about my choice, is that I live an easier life in a nice house in a city of which I have always been curious.

Today, the admin told me that the NY office is finally hiring for the same position I occupy here in MD. Too bad when I originally interviewed to be the NY version of me, the position was on freeze.

Too bad.

But I'd leave tomorrow if he asked.

3 Comments:

  • At 10:34 AM, Blogger Eb the Celeb said…

    Girl... c'mon to NYC!

     
  • At 3:32 PM, Blogger La said…

    *sigh*

    I am unfortunately too familiar with the feeling.

    **big hug**

     
  • At 11:59 PM, Blogger The Ink said…

    words of wisdom...If you have not given up...you have not failed.


    and so it goes.

     

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